First off I'm SEVENTEEN! WOO! HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Second off I got into a car accident today. You see my mom's car went to the junkyard in the sky. *Tear* So we have had no car for like a week and a half now? My grandparents were trying to get us a car but they have no money because they bought us a new fridge a few days earlier. (We have bad luck with technology). So today my mom and my grandparents went to see if they could get a loan approved so my mom could get a car. Well we got it approved! (YAY!) So my mom called me and said that we were going to go to OCB to celebrate. Well we were heading on our way there. Almost to the highway when we stopped at a red light and got rear-ended. We ended up front-ending a trailer infront of us. The guy that hit us hit us HARD. My mom's shade that go on her glasses, which are a STRONG magnent, FLEW off her glasses and were on the floor. My grandparent's bumber is now going OVER the car and the trunk looks like it is popped open. Of course we all flew forward. My mom was driving, my grandfather in the passanger seat, my brother, my grandmother and I were in the back. I was in the middle (no seatbelt because once you are sixteen you don't have to legally wear a seatbelt in the back) and my grandmother was to my right as my brother was to my left. We all flung forward, my brother starts screaming and panicking, (He's eleven) and my mom gets out of the car. My grandfather does too, and checks the damage and to see if the guy infront of us is okay. My mom talks to my brother then checks the damage. Note this WHOLE time the guy that hit us didn't pul behind us and get out of his car. AT ALL. So I'm looking behind, going WOW YOU'RE NICE! HEAVEN FORBID YOU CHECK AND SEE IF THE PEOPLE YOU HIT ARE OKAY! Well this was going on for about five to ten minutes? Then my grandfather went over to the car that hit us and was talking to him. Well all of a sudden the guy starts to move. My grandfather is like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! STOP!" He didn't stop. My mom got INFRONT of the car and was yelling at him and he STILL didn't stop. He nearly RAN OVER MY MOTHER! My brother is sitting watching this, screaming out the window "YOU'RE TRYING TO RUN OVER MY MOM! I'LL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE!" My mom gets out of the way and he drives off up this hill. We're all hurt so we call an ambulence and the cops to go after the dude. (My mom's smart she got the lisence plate!) The cops go after him then an AMBULENCE does. We come to find out that he went up the hill and ended up flipping over, landing upside down, and stuck in his car. We were all scared and hoped that he was okay. We all got in the ambulence and we were on our way. We got to the hospital and stayed there for a good two and half hours. (The whole time I was wearing a neck brace! WHICH I HATE!) We got x-rays and everything and we are all alright. Just VERY sore. We came across a guy who helped get the person that hit us out of the car. As far as we know he is okay. (THANK GOODNESS!) Well yeah... That's about it... I hope you are all doing well. I will update soon! :3

OK first is the tagged part.

1. Feature 4 artists! YEEYEAAH.
ummm how do I feature??

2. Feature who tagged you! D8!
ummm it was ... ._.

3. Feature TWO of THAT person's features.
Nani?

4. Stalk some hapless victims to repeat your crimes (aka tagged).
ummm... who ever wants to do it

Yeah I have no idea how to do it so TAH DAH!

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Update time!!

Well last night was Jr. Prom. I had blast all things considered. Well first when I got there one of the two people I went with totally left us. Which I expected so no big deal. Then of course I lost the other person that I went with. So I spent a good ten fifteen minutes wandering around on my own looking for someone I knew. Then I found Bianca and danced with her. Since the two people I went with went off and did their thing I did mine. Well one of them found me and said "We're leaving at ten OK?" I said "Why? I want to stay the whole time." Then she looked at her phone and was like "Nevermind about the ten thing OK?" I was like "OK" Well it just so happens at oh gee TEN she comes up to me and is like "I don't feel good. We're leaving." I said "I want to stay the whole time though." Then I was like "If you're not feeling well then you can leave and head home, I'll get someone to come pick me up." She was like "Really? Your mom won't be mad?" I said "No." Then she said "OK" and left. Then I find out today that she didn't end up going home. She went to Denny's then Wal-Mart. I guess she didn't feel THAT bad if she went to Denny's AND Wal-Mart now did she? I also find it funny that she tells me earlier that we were leaving at ten and then at TEN she "doesn't feel well". I texted her about it and she said "I was over heated." If you were over heated step outside! That makes more sense to me then ending EVERYONE'S prom early. I am so pissed right now! I can't believe she lied to me! I think she didn't want to stay the whole time so she pretended to be sick. Now I am not sure if that's true and I will never know because if it is she won't admit to it. I'm just so sick of all this! I'm tired of people lieing to me! There is no point behind it! It just makes things worse! AHH! I really hate when someone lies to me. It hurts me really bad because it makes me feel like I wasn't good enough to know the truth. I hate people who lie and I tend to not be friends with them. I'm going to look back at this twenty years from now being like "I had fun at my Junior Prom. The people I went with lied to me." I'm just AHHHH! I'm going to stab them!! STUPID LIERS! *burns all the liers in the world* BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Jerk faces! Anyway thats the end of my rant. Sorry. Hope things are going well for all of you.

OK it has been a while since I have been on and updated. So I am going to update you on what's going on. First off I know that this is quite late but... Happy New year! 2009! WOO! A lot has happend since I have talked to you all. First off my artwork was submitted in the scholastics. Sadly though I did not win. D: But just it being submitted is an honor. Also... For you all wondering why my mood is anger. Well it is anger because it wouldn't go to pissed off. D:< Ok so the reason behind it is well a few days ago I broke up with my boyfriend. I broke up with him because he was acting like he didn't like me and I asked him about it and he was a total jerk. So I broke up with him. I felt really bad about it. So today I went to apologize to him but he was being all guyish and by himself. So I waited until close to the end of the period. Well about five minutes before we left my friend Stephanie came over. I told her what happened between Adrian and I then she said this: "Oh, I asked him about it and he said "She broke up with me because I was ignoring her... hopefully."" What the heck? So I asked her what he meant by that and she said that he was doing it on purpose because he never wanted a girlfriend to begin with. I was like WTF!? IF HE NEVER WANTED A GIRLFRIEND HE SHOULD HAVE SAID NO INSTEAD OF LEADING ME ON AND THEN MAKING ME FEEL BAD! I told my grandfather then I was like "I'm kicking him in the nads." He laughed. I am beyond mad! I mean I felt bad for this jerk! AAAUGH! I am like soooo mad! I want to be like "YOU JERKFACE!" And then kick him in the nads. D:< AUUUGH! Anyway... I'm really agrivated. I just wanna be like DIIIIE! D:< auuugh! Well this basically ends my rant.

So I want to know how things are going for you guys.

OK so last time I told y'all that I was going to see the kidney specialist. Well I did and let me tell you something. I am going to kill my doctor. >=[ I got all the way up to Sayre. They were all "Can you pee in this cup for me?" I was like -.-; "I can try." So I sat in the bathroom for FIFTEEN MINUTES trying to pee. I ran the water and thought of water and everything! That just made me thirsty. -.-; So after that I get there and the doctor asks all these questions. Then they pull up my ultra-sound. Now note the whole reason I was panicking was bc the report that MY doctor sent me said that whatever was on my kidney was 7 cm while my kidney was 10 cm. He looked at it and said "Oh they told you it was 7 cm? It's only 7 mm. Nothing to worry about. It's just fat."

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I was like -.-; I lost sleep over a MISINTERPREATATION!? I was mad. I was tired, sick, and thirsty! Then he said to have it checked in college years. So then we left and came home. So now you know why Im going to kill my doctor. D=<

On a positive note I might be seeing Twilight tomorrow.


So here's the quiz test thing that I stole from Bambi

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Wrath

Who did you last get angry with?
MY DOCTOR! >=[

What is your weapon of choice?
I would say a iron skillet or a banana.

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
If the situation demanded it yes.

How about the same sex?
Same answer as above ^

Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Um.. really angry? I would have to say... Nick possibly...

What is your pet peeve?
When people say they are in love with someone and they are also in love with 50 other people! ><'

Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
I let them go

Sloth

What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?
Clean my room, clean my cat pan, vacuum, put clothes away

What is the latest you've ever woken up?
I think It was like 5 or 6 but I was up till three in the morning.

Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
Josh

What is the last lame excuse that you made?
I don't remember... O_O

Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
NO! I flip the channel as soon as they come on!

How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?
none... my mom said something weird and woke me up... then i layed in bed for a few then got up and ate

Gluttony

Are you a meat eater?
Nope. Two year anniversary of being a non meat eater today!

What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
none

Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?
no

Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
ehh only when i crave it

Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?
idk... salty?

Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
no

Greed

How many credit cards do you own?
None

If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?
Buy my family a house and my cousins a house, go to Japan, get necessities then donate rest to charity

Would you rather be rich or famous?
um famous

Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
no i want a job that i like

Pride

What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?
staying out of saint james

What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
same answer as above ^

What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?
go to college, get a job, go to japan,.live a happy life

Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
shoot Iget second im like O_O YES! I throw a party!

Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
Nope

Have you ever cheated to get a better score?
no

What did you do today that you're proud of?
I helped out my friend

Lust

How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, and locker rooms)?
none

How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)
none

Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?
nope

What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?
eyes and mouth

Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?
nope never been kissed

Envy

What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
Jamie's laptop

Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
Bianca >=]

If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?
I like being me thanks

Have you ever been cheated on?
Im pretty sure I was

Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Yes

What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
idk Nothing

Which sin do you commit most often
Sloth

Least often?
envy, wrath, pride, lust, gluttony, greed

First off I need help with this contest. It is the breast cancer pinkitude contest. I just want to know if I have to find a certain person and send it to them or just submit it like any other art and hope that they find it? If you know can you please tell me? Please and thank you!

Second... I am really anxious and nervous. Tomorrow I have a appt. with a kidney specialist. About eleven years ago I had this bump on my kidney. The doctors just said it was a nodule and to keep an eye on it. Well we didn't until about a month or so ago. I got an ultra-sound done and it showed the bump but it was flatten out and almost the size of my kidney itself. The lady that did it said that to her it looked like a line of fat but she would send it to the doctors anyway. Well she did and they said that it possibly might be this disease that can cause a tumor in the kidney. My mom says that, that probably isn't the case considering I show no symptoms or have the other thing that can lead to it. But I am still nervous. They may say "Oh you need surgery because it is just about the length of your kidney" or they might be like "Oh you're fine. It's just fat that is smoothing out and your kidney will soon get rid of it." With my luck though I will probably need surgery. I am so nervous! I don't know what they're doing to say and it's all AHHH! Anyway the appt is tomorrow like I said so I will post another journal telling you how it went. On a more positive note, everything else is going good. My Aunt's baby is doing fine and everything seems to be going well. Well I'm going to head off to bed and try to get some sleep because I know it will take me a while before I fall asleep. So I will post a journal tomorrow. Wish me luck!


-crash